Sunday, August 2, 2009

pshh..





















i am nikka :) i am short. not small nor petite. SHORT AND FAT. haha. i am nikka. i equal insanity. i blabber and babble. i can drive people crazy with all my talking. words. i am full of these. i love words. i love ADAMs. they make me go crazy.

i dream. i imagine. i am always distracted. my mind flies everywhere. right now i might be thinking about YOU, later my nails, next my notebook and why i haven't finished my novel. haha. oh, and yes! i am a writer. in my world, that is. i am currently working on a novel. been working on it for almost a year now. i am slow, i am a loser. i don't speak, i shout. i scream. i am super. i could be super-lazy.

i live in a dream..in my mixed-up and made-up world..where i am serenaded by tambomans, i am loved by ties, i am branded by ranchers and i have super honeymoons with my owl friends.

i totally love music. it keeps me alive when dreaming kills me. I love music of the Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, We Shot The Moon, Forever the Sickest Kids, John Mayer, Jason Mraz, Teddy Geiger, Brooke Fraser, Rooney, Owl City, Cute Is What We Aim For, A rocket to the moon, Sia.
i love music. i sing insanely loud all the time. it could be annoying beyond belief.
i love hollywood and the people in it..i am addicted to them. i wanna be an actress. it's one of my passions. it gives me bloodrush and adrenaline surges. i have a gazzilion celebrity crushes and favorites. they're winners.

i love reading. i need tons and tons of books on my desks..it helps exercise my brain for extra dreaming time:) and i need it to be inspired..you see i need to write my story.

i am terribly sorry that you have caught a glimpse of my topsy-turvy mind. i promise it will never happen again.


PS:have i mentioned that i find it hard to keep promises??

you might be freakin out right now,chill.

i am a Christ-follower and i take my relationship with the Lord seriously..although he loves to joke around..i love Jesus..because that's what he did when i was lost..and he's continuing to love me and give me tight bear hugs(which i utmostly love!). He loves me STUBBORNLY. He kisses me goodnight even if I constantly push him away. Breaks me like a good ol' dad and makes me all over again-STRONGER. His love for me is so intense it could make me cry with a snap of a finger.

i love you and you and me and us. I LOVE. end of story.